Sunday, February 29th
Tiger's Breath
music: Blue Radiohead Bootleg
mood: Retro Skank
random put it on random i get sick of the order why don't you always and forever more leave me alone i just don't understand it don't tell me the music is over will anyone ever read this will he be mad i'm writing so much should i put the machine back on should i put the needle on the record like i used to i used to play welcome back cotter and puff the magic dragon i used to play books on record before books on tape i used to play owl at home tear soup many large tears fell into the bucket pencils that were too short to use mashed potatoes left on the plate he cried but no one was left to eat them the moon followed toad back to his home and toad said goodnight friend to the moon thanks for watching over me low and behold it's oscar season wish i had some friends wish i was cool fish fad fornication forbidden fingertips fingerprints tiger's breath retro skank elephant man plant bamboo chinese now chinese nose how come it goes like that will it ever end will they stop messing around with me i'm sick of that i can't believe i can write all this and never break the swear i never broke the swear i always never answer the phone i don't want to talk to that person she'll talk my ear off i'm enjoying my isolation chamber some consider a home some consider it a home i say again louder master blaster rule barter town what about that don't you think that is funny what's funny about that don't you think i thought it was funny who do i think invented the person i don't know but don't ask me maybe it was louis pasteur nobody nobody first grade buddies let's go down and read with them quiet in the hall let's play scrabble let's play scrabble retards repeat themselves a lot maybe that means they really mean it maybe it's like bold or double underline or capital letters when they repeat things several times like my aunt debbie she's a retard she says it's my birthday three times or i've got mail they say on the radio those people who are tarded not once but twice retarded poor guy worse than me that other one i can't stand always with a vulcan mind meld go away leave me alone calgon take me away i wonder who wrote the book of love and all those other songs i don't like carpet flooring waiting for godet or somesuch waiiting for my tail to grow back i lost it over the summer i got it cut at the barber my swim times are going down i like the girls they're cute sometimes and when i say girls i mean the ladies they're cute sometimes but not the elderly they are kind of scarey too bad for them but a nice blouse on both leave me alone fish breath patio furniture gazeebo groucho grimace gornak ground beef grind stone cowboy the indian ate me bartender and now there is now most assured most referred like a good neighbor we are professional grade dolly madison strawberry shortcake rolls or maybe the yellow fake twinkies with chocolate icing on top larry bird larry bird larry bird larry bird larry bird larry bird they call him lawrence
tzlm63@mac.com">tzlm63@mac.com">Dennis on 02.29.04 @ 03:27 PM PST [link]
A Song
music: Radiohead
mood: Disgust
leave me alone in a trail of my own blood rolled up in a rug broken beaten and torn newlywed destroyed
terrible poet gone with tomorrow sitting on the couch
eating lunch with my mother spit it back in the cup
hopes of resolution denied hopes of happy hopes of happy hopes alone again i will destroy you all leave me alone go away peace on earth good will for man search for tomorrow these are the days of our lives general hospital santa barbara soap opera soaps soup opera soups doctor soup larry bird ben johnson ben vereen lindsey wagner penelope cruise how do you spell lee iacoca reason denied mug of hot water gone cold ask me how much i cost i go for low figures wrapped up inside my coat or somesuch reason denied reason destroyed extended more entry text optional main entry text explorer file edit view go favorites tools window help greymatter sun marlon brando lee remick cary grant audrey hepburn geeze louise welcome back cotter i never cared before i never cared before remote control culture i tried to avoid it but lost i lost i always lose positive expression of good thoughts and confidence would you like to see my personnel file i brought in a civil war sword and they threw me out it smells like bacon why not use a fabric softener anyway what's another fabric softner anyway gaining weight wishing i were walking too lazy to walk waiting for a call smells like sewage can't say it smells good kind of like old leaves in the ditch when you rake them over kind of like that let's hope the dog don't roll in that again let's hope the dog don't roll in that no more he's gonna learn his lesson like neil young told us we were born to run and it's a mistake and it's the thriller do you wan't to be starting something her name is rio and she dances on the sand mtv culture stereotype stereolab stereosound stereophonic new fruit infused stereo oreos arioles that thing around the nipple how do you spell that sanford and son i'm for sale at a very low price goodnight
tzlm63@mac.com">tzlm63@mac.com">Dennis on 02.29.04 @ 03:02 PM PST [link]
Saturday, February 28th
My One Poem
music: The Happy Birthday Song
mood: sleepy
"A Day in My LIfe"
Redeem you family's disabled girls' choir
A sea-sick wildebeast will guide you
As we fall into a vat of ketchup
Can you see my pants?
Somebody said you'd be there
When the passion for flattery
Falls out of my father's ass
Or we might both wither and die
Chief Sundae guide me
I demand you to say, "Let's start with your name."
But don't bitch, "What's goping on?"
Like a buzzsaw intercourse with a tea cup
I go outside into the public
Immune, unnoticed, as if I don't exist
Pierced by the stubble
Of an unshaven half-bearded inbread
Girls are my upsidedown deodorant cake
Singing and sewing -- singing and sewing
Will you every understand my messy hairdo?
Navahoe Navratalova Supernova.
tzlm63@mac.com">tzlm63@mac.com">Dennis on 02.28.04 @ 04:13 AM PST [link]